unfortunately, i know what lies ahead

it was a choice. nothing is, philosophically, wrong with that. morally speaking, it is beyond morality. psychologically, it is indeed difficult. for me, at the least. hopefully it's just about 'appropriatenes'. mfa, am i that inferior? people said: NO. for the time being, i'd rather believe on them.

but i see it. that's the most difficult part. i see what lies ahead of you. knowing me, you'll laugh at this. you'll laugh because am no good at seeing. you'll laugh because am no caring person. but i see it.

so, when i say: "take care", i really mean it. so, take care.